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830pm

My head still pounding. I scrunch the dirty tissues and tossed it to the bin. Plop! It felt out of the bin. I stay rooted to my spot not making any effort to pick it up.

I blast Jamie Scott & the Town and play it over and over, adjusting the volume every now end then, a habit I’ve yet to shed. My head pounding, still.

People who know me can vouch this. I seldom get angry but today…of all day I’m pissed off

920pm

Decided to shower. “Cooling down” the agony. The system/work playing a prank on me. I have to initialize everything. Time spent in the early evening can be thrown down the drain. Back to square one.

I just look at my empty backpack with one eye. Ok…i’ll work with you later. Suddenly, unable to locate my passport.Panic.20 seconds past. Found it!!

1005pm

Slipped into my nighties. Half-dried my hair and when down to pop in a Paracetamol. Head still pounding.

Remembered that I left a bag in the car. Grab keys and headed for the door. Flip flopping my way to the car. Found my 2 days old vanilla rolls wrapped neatly in a paper bag at passenger seat. I should have eaten that. Sigh.

Flip flopping my way back to the house. Water dribble from my hair. Making mental note to towel-dry my hair for second round.

Remembered someone told me bout hair massage in Bali. Wish I can have that massage now.

Scouring for my bag. I think its bit small. But I don’t need a lot anyway. If I can just wear short and sleeveless all the way, I’ll do it. But in real world, I just can’t. Remember skinny dipping? In real world, I can’t do that too.

1015pm

Checking the work. Still initializing phase. Making mental plan on how to get to office before KL Sentral. I think paracetamol start to take effect. Hail paracetamol!!

1025pm

Could not locate the universal traveler adapter. Cold sweat! Scouring for the adapter. Busy creating excuses,” what should I tell the owner?”

5 minutes later. Found it! Phew.

Glance at Coke bottle on the dresser. Wanted to drink but stop myself. Bukan baru makan paracetamol(panadol).Nak minum coke?Nak high ke?

Cancel.

1028pm

Making mental note to wrap my flip flop for the journey.

1036pm

Lining up my toiletries. Putting my L’occitane facial wash in bag. Good facial cleanser but bought my 1st L’occitane due to the packaging. Packaging huh…thinks about someone.

1045pm

Stuff still lying around. Work making progress.Packing leave me helpless. Help!

11.23pm

Succumb to the temptation of coke on the dresser. Working on my second portion of the work. Packing also on 2nd phase. Stop listening to Jamie Scott & the Town and change to Dishwalla & Five Times August

12.50am

Small gesture means a lot!

1.11am

Work almost there. Bag packed.

1.30am

And ooh life keeps pushing
But you keep losing yourself
Before you find out where are
Did you find out who you are?
Because I did